As each drop fell into the heart of earth
I watched silently
admiring the silver strings from heaven.
My mind longed to get drenched
Something held me back
fear or pessimist mind unwilling to change
I gazed and gazed…
until I realized
I was losing…
The courage my mind gathered gone vain
The rain had already ceased
Time had flapped its wings
Before I could reach out my hands.
Was I right?
My ego says yes
Heart knows the answer
fears to defend..
Burden of my decision drowns me
In the middle of nowhere
I stand confused..
Do you forget to smile..I do ,yes people it happens attimes..Last day I met one of my school friends,had a small chat with him.I was so happy to see him after a long time. .When I reached home this thought creeped into my mind ‘Did I smile at him?’
Just kept pondering why did I even think so,where did that thought come from.Did I really not smile at him ? Did I put that sulky face .If so what would have the poor guy thought..When it takes less muscles to wear a smile than to frown then why didn’t I? May be I am stressing my brain too much that it forgets to keep the record..Don’t know why such irrelevant thoughts enter my mind and make me keep wondering –Did I? Did I? Did I? 🙂 🙂
PS : Don’t think that I don’t smile at all ,it’s just that I tend to wonder whether I have smiled or not ? 🙂 🙂
Do laugh and smile like you are crazy..it’s the best medicine ,adds glow to your face 😉 and brightens the life of everyone around (including you ) 🙂
Yes all these philosophies from the one who wonders whether she smiled or not 🙂