My love for him was by default.There was no love at first sight,there was no feeling that he’s the one..I didn’t find my heartbeat sinking into his, becoming one .. neither did my heart pound at his presence.There was a state of balance..neither did I hate him nor did I love him..and there was no choice.Living under one roof I got used to his presence..Now without him I feel the air I breathe being snatched away from me..I  have started to love him..rather  I have  started learning to love him..a love by default..Sometimes when I am  lost in thoughts ,someone inside keeps asking me whether it is love or am  I faking it  ? I don’t know